I want to runaway.
Far from anyone’s expectations. Far from anyone’s call for help. Far from anyone’s taunts.
I just want to go somewhere where there are no worries. Where there’s no need for money to be happy. Where there’s no room for sadness.
I just want to go somewhere where my mind is not filled with how I performed on a test or what someone’s thinking of me, instead just the peaceful thoughts occupying each nook and corner of my mind.
I just want to go somewhere where I don’t have to consider putting other’s happiness over mine and can just be selfish. Do everything I want to do. Be someone I want to be.
But every time I lose myself in this fantasy world of mine, it’s not very late before I am reminded of the world I live in right now. I am reminded of the reality right in front of me.
I am reminded of the expectations, the calls for help, the taunts and I am back to where I started. Where I wish all of this would just disappear or just let me disappear. Just let me runaway one day…