Incoherent

No one likes boring stuff.
Everyone hates that.

                        “People like real stuff” they say
  But not in my experience.

 When I am real,
everyone dislikes me.

They don’t like taking to me.
They talk behind my back and act like they care.
They take me for granted.

I don’t have people on my side.
I don’t have anyone to keep me  company.

                              I expect too much.
                                   I get jealous too much.
                                          I get sad too much.

People think I want attention.

They think I don’t enjoy anything.
They take me as a joke.

And what did I do to them?
Love them more than myself.

I’m honestly scared of them.

They make me cry.
They come in my nightmare.
They bother me every second.

I am sorry.

written by a certain someone I am close with

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14 Comments Add yours

  1. Deep 💯
    Loved it ❤️

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    1. Anonymous says:

      Thank you! I will convey it to the original writer

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  2. K.A.L.T says:

    People tend to show disapproval more clearly than those that either do not care, do not mind, or like who you are as a person. Some are scared to approach you, too shy to approach you or do not care about you as long as you do not disturb their own lives. Simply saying that “everyone” dislikes you may be going a bit too far. Even if it may seem that way, there is a possibility that there are people who care. You just have yet to notice them. Of course, this is all hypothetical since I am honestly clueless about what the situation is like for this person who you are close with. But at the very least, whoever this person is, has you by his/her side right? Willing to lend a listening ear and provide support in any way you can… Just continue to be yourself so the right people will come to you. People who will befriend you for who you really are and support you such that you never have to experience all this again.

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    1. Anonymous says:

      That’s as true as it gets. Thank you for taking the time and commenting. I will make sure to let the person who wrote this, to read your comment.

      Liked by 1 person

      1. K.A.L.T says:

        Just glad if it helps. Even if only a little bit. 🙂

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  3. Thought for Change says:

    It happens with a lot of people

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    1. Anonymous says:

      It does, doesn’t it? It’s so sad to see how common it is to feel this way.

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      1. Thought for Change says:

        Yes it is sad

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  4. AgNO3 says:

    Woah. Actually woah .
    I cant put enough emphasis on this …but it actually reminds of myself !! . It feels like i wrote that myself and then i forgot about it.
    So touching .
    I read it again to find a content to write in this comment, but i am still wordless. I can only marvel at the fact that I can relate with somebody to such extent.

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    1. Anonymous says:

      It is so relatable, right? Actually it’s not written by me. My friend (more like younger brother) was ranting to me about things and i thought his rant was very poetic. So to prove it to him, I edited it a bit and posted it here. Plus it’s just something so many of us feel, I had to put it out for everyone to read.

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      1. AgNO3 says:

        It is actually very relatable.
        His rant was indeed very poetic , ahah . Where can i find such poetic friends ?! XD
        My friends are all empty vases .
        I am glad you posted it here.
        -your new fan .

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        1. Anonymous says:

          Well you have one friend right here! My rants may not be as poetic though.

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          1. AgNO3 says:

            Your rant is not poetic enough ?
            I hope thats a joke. Coz it seems like it is.

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