To my “love” who is way above a lover can ever be,
Our relationship is not the one that lasts a couple of days, or weeks, or years. It’s of a lifetime and many more to come. We are related by our hearts. Relation by blood is not something we choose but relation by hearts are the ones we decide to make. I made one too, with you.
You were the one who was there for me through thick and thin. The one who gave me unconditional love and support, not just when I needed it the most but literally all the time. The one who makes me realize how lucky I must have been for me to have found you.
One would think that’s amazing I have a person like that and my life must be so nice. It sure is. I really appreciate your existence in my world and there are no words enough to define how important you are to me.
But the thing is, relationships are hard. They are fragile. They require immense care. One wrong move, one wrong decision, one wrong accusation, and it all just comes tumbling down.
You lose the person forever. There’s no turning back on it. No matter how close you are, no matter how strong your bond is, no matter how much you love them or they love you, it just never tends to go back to the “normal”, if you must say.
I am losing you too. I am trying not to, but I know I am losing you. You may or may not ever get to read this, but I just want to let you know, I didn’t want things to be like this. I was scared they might become this way. I really was and they did. I am so anxious right now. I don’t know what the future holds for us, but I know one thing for sure. I loved you, I love you and I will always love you.
This love is beyond any love for boyfriend. The purity of this love is beyond the purity of the purest substance. The innocence of this love is beyond the innocence of a new born child.
Please come back to me. The way we were. This is too much for me to handle.
not your lover.