Love letter for not my lover.

To my “love” who is way above a lover can ever be,

Our relationship is not the one that lasts a couple of days, or weeks, or years. It’s of a lifetime and many more to come. We are related by our hearts. Relation by blood is not something we choose but relation by hearts are the ones we decide to make. I made one too, with you.

You were the one who was there for me through thick and thin. The one who gave me unconditional love and support, not just when I needed it the most but literally all the time. The one who makes me realize how lucky I must have been for me to have found you.

One would think that’s amazing I have a person like that and my life must be so nice. It sure is. I really appreciate your existence in my world and there are no words enough to define how important you are to me. 

But the thing is, relationships are hard. They are fragile. They require immense care. One wrong move, one wrong decision, one wrong accusation, and it all just comes tumbling down. 

You lose the person forever. There’s no turning back on it. No matter how close you are, no matter how strong your bond is, no matter how much you love them or they love you, it just never tends to go back to the “normal”, if you must say. 

I am losing you too. I am trying not to, but I know I am losing you. You may or may not ever get to read this, but I just want to let you know, I didn’t want things to be like this. I was scared they might become this way. I really was and they did. I am so anxious right now. I don’t know what the future holds for us, but I know one thing for sure. I loved you, I love you and I will always love you.

This love is beyond any love for boyfriend. The purity of this love is beyond the purity of the purest substance. The innocence of this love is beyond the innocence of a new born child. 

Please come back to me. The way we were. This is too much for me to handle.

From,
not your lover.

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10 Comments Add yours

  1. Nirant Gurav says:

    “relationships are hard. They are fragile” _ dis line πŸ”₯πŸ”₯.
    .
    Dear you just nailed it with your words .
    For someone moment I thought I’m only writing this stuff for my love .
    Truly amazing . I feel ur deep words .
    Highly appreciated dear
    Keep going mate βœ”οΈπŸ’―

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    1. Anonymous says:

      I am glad my words resonate with your feelings. Thank you so much for your appreciation. Means a lot to me!

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      1. Nirant Gurav says:

        Pleasure always for beautiful stuff !! ☺️☺️

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        1. Anonymous says:

          Pleasure always for beautiful comments ❀

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  2. Sana says:

    Oh my! I didn’t want to be in a relationship because I was getting anxious all the time too. Why do you remind me so much of me?

    But one advice, if that person understands your anxiousness and is ready to be patient with you, may be you should give each other another chance? (I’m sorry if I seem intruding)

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    1. Anonymous says:

      Hahahaha! Do I actually? I guess similar experiences lead to similar destiny ❀😊 I would definitely take your advice but the thing is he is not my boyfriend. So there’s no “giving each other another chance”. He is with me physically but mentally I feel he is somewhere else and no, don’t worry you are not intruding at all. Thank you so much though! Thank you for understanding 😊 Much appreciated!

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      1. Sana says:

        Oh yes! You do! My mistake, I should’ve asked first. I hope the best happens for the both of you then. 😊
        I just say what I want to say, so you don’t have to thank me at all. Stay blessed. 🎈

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        1. Anonymous says:

          ahahah no worries! Thank you so much Sana!

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  3. _PritAmDas_ says:

    I was into it from the first line. Beautiful words and it is damn true.

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    1. Anonymous says:

      Wrote it from the heart, hoping it would touch hearts, specially the heart of the person I wrote it for! So thank you for taking the time to read it!

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